Life changes forever..why I am not getting happiness in small things as ever?

One of my Colleague sent me a mail reminding me the good old days....a bunch of smile , a desire to do wonders, a desire to change society, a desire to enjoy life filled up with happiness..

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Here i am sitting in my office … Thinking hard about life How it changed from a maverick college life to strict professional life…... How tiny pocket money changed to huge monthly paychecks but then why it gives less happiness…. How a few local denim jeans changed to new branded wardrobe but then why there are less people to use them How a single plate of samosa changed to a full Pizza or burger But then why there is less hunger….. Here i am sitting in my office … Thinking hard about life How it changed….. How a bike always in reserve changed to bike always on but then why there are less places to go on…… How a small coffee shop changed to cafe coffee day but then why its feels like shop is far away….. How a limited prepaid card changed to postpaid package but then why there are less calls & more messages…… Here i am sitting in my office Thinking hard about life How it changed….. How a general class journey changed to Flight journey But then why there are less vacations for enjoyment…. How a old assembled desktop changed to new branded laptop but then why there is less time to put it on………. How a small bunch of friends changed to office mate but then why after 8'o Clock it always feel like getting late…. Here i am sitting in my office … Thinking hard about life How it changed….. how it changed……..

A beautiful compilation of words which says " aree yaar tu kitna badal gaya hai"..

Is it so? Yes , it is..I do not know how time changes everything. I was very ordinary person looking for happiness here and there. In my Mother's soothing words, father's advices, quarrelling with siblings.

I never got time to do this and no time to ponder these things. Away from home, with a handsome bucks in my wallet, only i can think how to spend this money and find no means to spend it.

Living alone in the metro with a routine 9 to 8 daily life only brings me money and nothing else...I repeat nothing else. I become choosy in almost all things. It seems that I tried to find out a match ( corporate kind ) , a feeling of being one of the corporate world makes me a showy guy who thinks very high ( in terms of money only ) . I find myself devoid of emotions in this highly charged self centered world.

The only thing I have is my bunch of friends with whom I can share my feelings and enjoy the togetherness. I could not imagine life without friends in this metro where there is almost no time to spend.

Very often I thought of leaving all things and return to my basics but the power of money do not let me do that.

I do not know where I am heading ...